From the beginning of 07.11.09 still 23.01.2010.
I have been dreaming all times with you.
from the beginning with you in o7.11.o9 ,
I trusted you and believe you in the mgs
that you said 'You want Trueloves,not play.'.
On that moment , I decided to try it out to have a new start of my'relationship'
to forget someone who i loves, which is 'CheonJyunHieng'
Therefore I thought that the guy said it true, that he love me.
But my friends told me and give me advice not to be with him.
It because he was very flirt and he just want to play girls only.
I was like one ear listen , one ear out. I'm sorry man!
It my fault who never listen to you all and I ended up cry a river.
I was so stubborn and never put my friends advice inside my ears
From the days, I think I really being plays like a fool.
My relationship with him it complicated .How he treat me was like
Hot and cold plus Far and Near.I was wondering what he was thinking.
I feel like breaking up with him but I was too soft already.Couldnt bare to leave.
Cos I keep on wanted to maintain this relationship ,keep on want to believe it
And I thought that "If I got wish , I can make this changes'
but I fail . Afterall I am a failer as a gf .
I was like nagging , demanding , stubborn & dumb.
We broke up twice our relationship was like a game afterall.
He didnt treat this love properly.May'be he not in the age of having gf ?
Or he totally not suit for having a gf ?
After we broke up on the 23feb10 , I keep on pray for miracle to let him
come back to my life again but I fail .
How and Why This problem happen from my life ?
Is it this age not suited for this relationship .
Or we have been busy doing our work ? So no time ?
Seriously , I think you have change to become worst.
I believe you will turn good someday.
God bless me..Pls give me sometime to talk with him and make it clear .
