Training 2 &4the time

Train 2 , Tueday :
Ｗａｓ training hands&foots massage
Ex mgs me , ask me want go out together at night Shesha .
I say okay cos i wanna see him ,waited him 3hours
was raining heavily , Ex so sweet cos my shoulder got wet he have me wipe .
I dont know what he treat me as but feel warm , took bus 15 afterthat change bus to 63
than head to eunos mrt to bugis , Ex ask me why I fold my hands, I replied back cause I am cold mah "I tot he will put his jacket to me but think I am too dreamy already x.x
Reach Shesha , I was like so cold and finally he lend me the jacket :)
although the way he talk to me was like cold but I know he care me <3
We was like back again , He was so sweet teehees love the day yah ,
I feel happy when i with him but I dont know wheather he is happy anot ,
around 1130 we left, B hold my hand and we walk together at bus stop
inside the bus-stop I am wondering why he laugh ? Than he do a heart to me so sweet.
reaching his there actually going his hse but end up I slack at his hs area.
about 2plus I guess, he ask me how I go home　I said maybe I take cab or walk home.
he say dont want take cab , maybe too late already , I dont want take his money ,
repeating the same thing , than he ask me take so i go home , I tot he change better
end up same on the 4th which is Thursday : the painful day ever
He never mgs me 2days , I mgs him why he like never mgs me .
And he like want break , I cry in the toilet 10min ,stop cryin head back to beauty room
i cry again we was chating on msn , end up he wanna play fling with me , I realise I am being use serious you make my heart crack into pierces make my heart lot of scars
Why you wanna do this to me , I am human not toy you know .
Really Bastrad I want to hate you but wouldnt bare cos I am too soft
I wanna make myself strong .,

爱你真的累，我已经忍不下去了坦白说，你是在这个世界上对女朋友真的够了。。
但是为什么朋友就真么好呢？ 希望跟你做朋友好过情侣，情侣跟你开累了 。

Happiness via sad.

Day1 ,

Went vivo with husband,actually wanted to go fareast de,
but husband keep say want go telok blangah the wooden brigde there, end up go vivo.
I cry cry cry like a baby cos i wanna go FEP buy shoes,Husband say next time than go
already reach here plus even go there too late already than I say okay luh,so "I stop crying" When I take a walk a B1, I turn happy le cos I saw a cute shop ,
got sell Ice-cream it so nice "Yummy took lot of picture :D
after eat ic-cream.
We went to Daiso buy things took lot of photo haha"actually took all my picture only teehees :p"
around 113o took bus and went home .

I am sure he dulan me cause I keep on mention my ex..sry luh cos cant forget the past ma.:x

lazy type next time update x;
BB

Hold Me ,Dont Let Me Go.

Got Someone Love, Is the most happiness thing ever.
I hope that I can hold on this R/s dont let that guy go away.
Past let it be the past.Once I let go, I have to move forward.
Dont ever look back again, Once I look back, All my happiness gone
Getting more hurt,Dont wanna get the risk again. Not Ur mean Not Ur
If is Urs , Hold it and dont let go. treasure it.
I have decide not to think devil again , Really not suiteable I guess.
I am tired with him, With him I will do sillystuff and repeating the samething.
Story Will Replay the same thing and again and again , I guess.
Be friend will be better ? We Must Move toward for our future.
No matter how life goes bad or gd /people treat me was like how ?
Till we must move on.
I Must Do my best for my next new beginning dont ever look back again .
See the world , With Beautiful Brightness and Sky .

Gdluck !

A New Start Of My Life.

From Monday onward I am going to practise well
for beauty.
those i need to prepare:


Blushes,
Contact lens,
Eye Lashes
Eyeliner
Macaras

Get ready and be pretty]

CONFIDENCE！！！